ENTRY 001 - BREAKING DOWN,BUT NOT BROKEN

26-07-25

TITLE : STILL BLURRY STILL BUILDING 🥺

I’m at that point where I’m breaking down. Everything feels blurry… confusing… heavy. But I know it’ll get clearer. One day. Even Rome wasn’t built in a day.

It hurts. Hurts to put in so much effort and see no results. Hurts when nobody understands. When nobody believes in you. When you're stuck in your own head… drowning in thoughts.

sighs

And to think — I’m working this hard just to change the world.

It feels useless right now… but I know it won’t always feel this way. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow. But someday, I’ll tell the story. And the younger generation will see my light. How I shined.

I’ll be someone’s inspiration.

I’m birthing a new generation of force. It won’t be easy. There will be more breakdowns. More disappointments. Especially when it’s your own family that mocks you instead of supporting you.

Sigh 😪

But in the end… once I win, They’ll all say they were there. Even if they never clapped once while I was building 😪🤦‍♀️

“Even while I’m breaking down… I’m building something greater. 💔🕊️ #DearDreamer #SpokenWord #BabyBerryVoice #MentalHealthCheck #BlackGirlCreative #TikTokNigeria #FYP #DreamBig #BuildingInSilence”